“I believe that when a Miracle happens it changes that person, and a little piece of them belongs to....”She pointed up at my ceiling and then she smiled at me.
It
was a line from the book, “Miracle”, by Elizabeth Scott. I've
read it when I was confined at the hospital, I was so bored that time
I've read 3 books in 4 days, but this book was stuck inside my head,
I was so wonderstruck about it since the 1st chapter of
it.
My
mom was reading the daily newspaper that day and then she gave me
this page of the newspaper, the feature page. So I looked at the
review of people and suggestions about books that teens should read,
then as my eyes scribble to the reviews, letters and books, I saw
this book with the cover of a girl sitting looking sad and the title
“Miracle” on it. Miracle-- an extraordinary event manifesting
divine intervention in human affairs. That was what happened to me,
that's why I was saved, and i'm still in the hospital, because God
answered my family's and loved ones' prayers.
The
book was about a girl, Megan Hathaway, surviving a plane crash. She
was outstandingly the only survivor, miraculously she have traveled
from the woods where the plane crash happened to a highway where
people can see her and rescue her. So that was what happened, she was
rescued, she was saved by a woman riding a motorcycle passing to her
and saw her and helped her and she was saved. Like I was saved by the
prayers, the doctors, the antibiotics and by God. I was dying that
night because unfortunately sepsis is terribly fatal, but then my
doctors did everything to get this bacteria out of my system and save
me.
The
book was incredibly touching, heartbreaking and prettily
astonishing. It was really bizarre to have people in your life and
make you feel like a, “Miracle”, like God sent you from heaven,
those kinds of things, but Megan she knew she isnt a miracle, and
that she was the only one who survived the crash, and why is that
like that. For some reasons she doesnt believe she was a miracle that
God saved her and for some reasons she doesnt know who are the people
with her in the crash, all she remembers was her pretzels, she is
eating pretzels, and this boy craving for her pretzels at her side.
So
the story goes on to very complicated Megan and everything in her
life was falling down, including that she turned down her friends,
her falling grades and her brother that is being ignored in their
house because the focus of her parents was her, that her parents were
so scared that maybe when they forgot to lay their eyes on Megan, she
will be gone again.
“It's
not. I wish I had a scar or something from the crash. Something that
would make my parents see Im not a miracle. That Im whatever the
opposite of a miracle is.”Megan talking to Joe.
Joe
is Megan's neighbor a very gorgeous boy-next-door kinda guy. That
later on they fall inlove to each other, they have the same feeling,
of both of them not being alive even though they are alive. Have you
ever thought or felt that feeling, like youre living but you arent
alive. I felt that when I was in the hospital, yes my mom was so
grateful I was saved but after that, they treated me nothing at all,
my mom was so upset everytime she comes at my room in the hospital,
she told me that she hates the hospital. I wish I wasnt saved at all,
so they wont treat me like nothing, that the doctors would stop
pickering about this second life that God gave me. Because I was
falling alone, I was not feeling alive, I wasnt living, I was just
surviving life and going with what ever the flow is.
I
wish I had someone like Joe, that would understand me and my mom wont
be too upset that I was in the hospital that she would treat me like
a miracle but she was treating me like sh*t. But let's go at the main
topic.
At
the end of the book Megan remembered everything, but if you wanted to
read the book I guess I wont tell what she remembered. I had been too
much of a spoiler since I did this article. It would make me happy if
you'd read the book. I kind'a got sad after finishing the book, not
like what you feel after reading a book, you'll feel empty or
emotionless. But no, I was craving for more. For more happiness for
Megan, and their love story. What happens to David, her brother, did
he became happy and grew as a good and loving boy. Those kinds of
things.
If
you wanted to share a book you have read and was totally beautiful
and somehow I would really love it if it's a dramatic novel because I
like books that would make me sad and cry I guess. Because it keeps
me whole inside.